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We are all sick















We are all suffering from a TERRIBLE illness! Yes, you, me, the guy in the street, the sheeple on the farm. All of us are suffering from the same thing and it's called

Multi-personality disorder...

Multi-personality disorder? Wtf, surely I do not suffer from this. Or do I?



Think for a moment, what could this statement mean?
I'll tell you what I think it means.

Take your regular day. You wake up, next to your wife or girlfriend (perhaps boyfriend). In time you have learned how to "adapt" to this person that is lying next to you. You know what to say, how to say it, when etc. When the kids wake up and join the scenery, the relation between you and your wife changes. As in, there are things you can't say and/or do in front of the kids. By now you had your breakfast and you are almost on your way to work. Just before you get in the car that annoying neighbour of yours calls your name. You hate the guy to bits, but for the sake appearance you smile and wave back. Finally you can get to work. When you arrive, your state of mind has changed once again. You will not handle your boss or your co-workers in the same manner as you handle your girlfriend. Perhaps your co-workers are racists, and they tend to make racist jokes. You, however, are not a racist, but for the sake of appearance you laugh anyway.

Lunch time, YES, finally you can get away from these racist bastards. On your way to your favorite restaurant, you come across an "old friend". Someone you went to school with but haven't seen in years. They are all like

Hey, how are you
Long time no seen
What you up to now?
Cool cool, I'm into...
Well was nice seeing you again

In reality you don't give a fuck, all you are thinking is, GOD DAMM, this is taking forever and I only have 30 minutes to have lunch. But for the sake of appearance you PRETEND to be interested. Finally that stupid person left and you can get your food. It's a sunny day and in front of the restaurant there is a small area of grass. You really want to go sit on the grass and enjoy the sun, but you don't, cause you would be out of context, you might get noticed. So for the sake of appearance you decide to eat your lunch inside, at a table and on a chair.

Another 4 hours of racist jokes and your back on your way to your beloved home. That night you and the wife decide to go out. You both have a well paid job, so you go to the nearest posh club. As you enter they are just playing your ALL TIME favourite song, it represents so much for you that you want to jump on a table and go all out. Dance yourself in trance, but you don't...For the sake of appearance you decide to stand where you are and shake your head a bit, perhaps move your arms, but nothing to "extreme" cause you might get noticed. People might start backtalking about you...

OH NOES

I think I gave enough examples. The point I am trying to make is that we all play multiple roles. A role for every situation. We allways do as is expected from us. These are unwritten rules, but they manipulate us every day, in every situation. We are more occupied with playing roles than with ourselves. After a while you will start to think that you are nothing more than the sum total of these roles. Ofcourse this is insanity! This is like an action hero who believes he's a hero in real life aswell. Or to say it in another way, we are more occupied with other people's potential reaction than with finding out who we are or wtf is going on.

17 comments:

carlosanto said...

Yes we are all sick, but is not our foul, we are sick because of this evil empty creation, we do not know who we are and that is been hidden from us.
We are sick because we are not completed, our inner being has been broken down by the "system" since the beginning of the manipulation.

We do not know what we are doing in this place (Planet) we do not know where we going.

So, if we do not even know these basics, how can we be not lost?

Being lost make us insecure, make us weak!
We have to help other family members and many times we fail, this is because we are not completed as beings. We miss our true "nature", we need to reconnect, and the only way is to mind our own business and not the system's.

ZeroMessiah said...

You nailed the sheep to the wall on this one. It's all about status and position.

"Know your role, and shut your damn mouth!" - Dwayne Johnson

(If I cared about status here would I really quote a wrestler?)

carlosanto said...

Can you explain?

Deepmindquest said...

I deinetly believe that we are all sick.The sickness is a biproduct of living in an unbalanced system.Like a chicken slaughter house...thousands of chickens living in fucked up conditions...The chickens feel horrible,afraid,stressed,SICK.
The problem is that the chickens/sheep do not know HOW they have become so sick.

Sphere said...

The basis is out there, it's waiting for you, me, people that seek it. The elite have nothing to do with it. They may entertain, exploit and guide the herd, but those who think can see past this show. And once you do that, you start to learn...
Nothing is stopping anyone from us to exit the matrix and never look back. Anyone is free to leave and explore reality. Mother nature is the best teacher.
If you want to hear my personal view on your questions carlosanto, I present to you...

"What are we doing here" For me that is quite clear. I am here to enjoy life and to learn about the universe. If I am to understand myself I have to understand the make up of my environment which nurtures me and to which I am connected. Ultimatly everything and everyone are nothing but a different form of the same thing (whatever that is), governed by the same laws.
I also mentioned that I am here to enjoy life. And let me be clear about this. I enjoy the "simpler" things of life. These are the things that you can not buy or sell. Relationships with other beings, beautiful and spectacular sights of nature, but what I enjoy most is synchronicity! Where other people see coincidence I see synchronicity.

"Where are we going" I think that question is a completely subjective matter. Each and every one of us is boss of his realm of existence. We have the free will to do anything, this is our gift, aswell as our burden. It is up to the individual mind to be CREAT(E)ive. And the possibilities are endless.


And to Zero, lol @ the quote. Perhaps if you were an amateur wrestler and you would look up to this guy you might quote him in a delusioned attempt to up your status... Btw, I don't know this wrestler, he any good?

Admin said...

"Btw, I don't know this wrestler, he any good?"
He is a movie star.He is the Scorpion king, Walking tall, the monster from Doom and much more.

And about the post, I'll tell you this:
There are two types of people
-with internal locus of control
-with external locus of control

The first one look in themself and
evaluate their surronding.
The second one always look around to see if they are doing things right.

Be one of the first.

carlosanto said...

SPHERE

Assumptions, nothing more, you created this in your mind. It is BS.
You can not prove it.
You are another sheep.

ZeroMessiah said...

"-- we are more occupied with other people's potential reaction than with finding out who we are or wtf is going on."

You can also use this power for Lucifer, It is called camoflage. It has nothing to do with insecurity and everything to do with lying...

***TO CARLOSANTO***

carlosanto said...

"SPHERE

Assumptions, nothing more, you created this in your mind. It is BS.
You can not prove it.
You are another sheep."

Do you chalenge SPHERE to a debate in the GAUNTLET?

*Speaking of wrestlers, there is no D.Q. other than a count-out for arguing on posts other than the gauntlet...

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carlosanto said...

Pigs are just what they are... pigs, by nature they can not differentiate between mud and a diamond. If you give them a pool of mud they will be happy, that is all they can see, this is what they are made for.
On the other hand if you show them a piece of diamond, they will not see and care if there is value in that rock, they do not care about beauty and preciousness, the diamond will be treated as mud.
The same occurs with pig people, if you feed them with great words of wisdom, even if you try to help them, they will not understand because they are just like pigs. These type of people are not interested in growing up, or living a better life or having GOOD friends, all they care is for the mud kind of life they are into.
Do not waist your time trying for them to see the "light" it would be a waist of energy and time.
Remember they are PIGS and there is no way for them to change their nature.

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carlosanto said...

Deepmindquest, notice that the unbalance system is allways trying to compensate for it's lost, and humans are the ones paying the price

carlosanto said...

You have no better vision than a fish in it's little tank and it's narrow free will.

To Sphere

DeKn:EW said...

Seriously do anyone really belive they are truely free. Come on you live on this planet there fore you have to play by this planet's rule. So in truth you are only half free. You think you are free but in reality you still have to follow the laws of the earth. Unless you change yourself into pure energy then you might be free. But even then you still live in this galaxy and you have to follow the law of this galaxy. You will never be free ever. Unless you go and create your own galaxy.

I tell no truths and I tell no lies

DeKn:LetTheGameStart

Sphere said...

Zeromessiah said:

"You can also use this power for Lucifer, It is called camoflage. It has nothing to do with insecurity and everything to do with lying..."

You are definatly right about that one.

To Dekn:Ew

I wasn't saying that I, or anyone is truely free but you are free to leave society are you not?

And to Carlosanto:

What exactly am I asumming according to you?

Deepmindquest said...

WE ARE ALL SICK.....AND THATS NOT EVEN THE "SICK" PART,,,PART 1..
We are all sick,this cannot be argued,every 5 min theres a new drug to go along with the new disease or new symptoms.There studies that show 8 out of ten are Depressed,Anxiuos,Hopeless,HDD..ect..
The sick part is not the disease or sickness itself but the fact that people are actually to scared to do anything about it..ASHAMED of there sickness.

DeKn:EW said...

^^ Sphere: Yes Sphere, you're right you can always chose to leave. Even thought you leave, you still obey a higher law that you can never get away from not if you live in this reality you can't. There will always be a higher law you must follow. Unless you're the creator of your own reality then you control the law at that point. I guess there is two choices for us all to make at the end. Either go into nothingness, or look forward to creating your own reality. Only those two choice we have that will truely set us free at the end.

^^ Deepmindquest: For sure we are all sick. Sick with the sickness of FEAR. Yes, that is our major malfunction "everyone keeps talking about it; From Zero's blog,Dante's blog,Komar's blog, Sphere's blog, and all the way to DJHives blog. They talk about this malfunction but people understand what they are saying but the meaning behind the words does not hold the same value for each users

DeKn:E

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